Wow! I was just reading back over my last few posts. It's crazy how things change. When I think back over the past year it's hard to comprehend everything that took place. I can't believe I actually moved and again, I moved back. Two things I never thought I'd actually be able to follow through with. And now I don't know which one was a mistake or maybe none of it was, it was all just part of what had to be to make me who I need to be for the future. I, for sure, can't sort it out. I miss the people in Missouri, I miss spending time with my sister, I miss my house. Yet, at the same time, I'm so much happier here in ways.
I think about it all a lot. And I always come to the same conclusion. It all really did happen, as unreal as it seems, and I can't look back. I just have to quit trying to sort it all out and press forward towards the future and all the mysteries it holds. One thing I've learned, tho. You can never predict the future. It just never comes out like you think it will.
I need to start writing again.
